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ye-we- don't have any rights, by & buy e i.d. (e) s i/r (h) e ad

h and (j) 0 b(u) e ye i.d. h i'r (h) e AD

ye-we- don't hire the value w/e i.d.

ye-we- can't *& keep your- (h-) in- d- (c-)(h-) 0/m- e- (a-) t- hie- ven- d-

i'm not being on trial h~ere

for being -un- e/e- (d-)k- t- 0ff- La- w/e- t- (he-ad-) 0-f-x-f- t- (b-) aLL- (D-) 0/t- (h-) ass- (p-) ea- (k-) t- (ass-) augh- t- 0ff- (t- h-) 0- ugh- t- (u-) be- (in-n-) g-g- (r-) 0/d- (h-) e- aLL- (D-) i-ve- (r-) t- (h-) u- s/s- (k-) t- (L-) e- (a-) t- (b-) u- (s-) t/t- (he-ad-) d- (h-) 0-ve- (re-) d- (i-) s- h-0- (u-) L- (D-) 0- (0-) r- e- d-

your being taken advantage of in "rachel- (h-) and-" t- (a-b-) ass- k- (r-) ew/e- (re-) d- ew/e- (re-) d- & some of - ew/e- (re-) d- ew/e- (re-) d- appreciate- ye- (i-) t- a- get- 0ff- (i-x-) i/t- 0/0- L- (D-) ick- t- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d-

you do not love t- (h-) at -(ch-) 0- w/- he- ye- (a-) t-

h ~ a (n) d (h) 0 ve i.d. ~ e/b t (b) a g (L) 0've i.d.

s~ (p) 0/t (L) i/g ht (h) d ~

j u/s t (e) L/L (h) e ye (i.d.) s (t) 0/0 t ~ h (a) d ew/e i.d.

i miss the work

i miss the people

i miss what i was putting in

and getting out of it

on the good side

in the cycle of my self

on the bad / negative

i don't miss the constant harrangueing , inevitable jealousy, constant targeting t-hie-ven-d- with no intention of resolution actually e i.d.

i don't miss the constant shit -(b-) u- s- (h-) 0- w/e- (re-) d- e/b- t- (b-) a- g-(r-) 0- w/e- (re-) d- (s-) 0- L- (0-r-e-) D-

don't miss the shit- show- e-vain- d-

b.c. ye-we- are not providing the value w/e i.d. for the want 0ff (i x) i/t (h) rue w/e i.d.

ye-we- (a-) p- (t-a-p-) r- 0-vi- d- (h-) e- aLL- (D-) i- ve- (r-) t- (h-) in- (e/e-) d- (h-) im- (b-) e- (n-) d- e/b- tu- be- g-g- (L-) ad- (h-) e- ye- (a-) t- (b-) a- gain- d- 0f- an- d- s- (m-) a- id- e/b- t- (b-) ass- (k-)n- a- ke- (n-) d-

i thought i could be happy. it was an illusion to be happy e- (a-) t- he- re- d-

& it wasn't going to happen

i could be happy as long as i was naive

you are only as innocent as you are not naive - ven- t- (b-) e- L/L- (h-) e- (ye-) id- 0- f- (r-) e/e- d- e/b- (i-) t- 0/0- t- he- me- (a-) n- (d-) s- (t-) in- (e-) g-g-

ye-w/-(h-) e- (ye-) a-r-e- harrangueing my spirit- u- be- at- (h-) rue- w/e- (re-) d-

i mean, even the insidious comment by "debbie" that "they" "don't want to see all that mail sitting there" (as to why t-he-ye- are making more shit up on me to -f-x-f- ace- d- (s-) 0- w/- (h-) a- t/t- (bu-) e- ye- (a-) t-

seriously, can't get that shit- kick-t- out of my head. a very narcissitic interplay of using me for her complete lack of integrity.

"yes" she was complacently "nice enough-t-" but she is bull shitter, and i want you to know, she should offer nothing to my value that she didn't give it a g (r) 0 (w/e ~ i) D e . what i mean is, i was bombarded with banal, insidious, ill-intentioned stupidity, dance on and around my value, imploring me that i am not polite for just desiring to be conscientious, among thieves, and imploring me to set- he- m-(e-) up- t- on my ass p (L) u (c k) t , for which t-he-ye- will - a- w/- (h-) im- (s-) i- c- aLL- (h-) e- ye- (i-d-) s- u- p- (p-) e- re- (d-) s- (t-) e/e- d- 0f- t- (b-) a- gree- d- (h-) ad- (e/b- t-ass-) kn- e/e- (d-) s- (b-) e- (n-) t- (b-) 0/n- e- (a-) t- (h-) ass- (m-) u- ch- t- 0ff- (r-) 0/n- (e-) t-

inn "essence" she doesn't fill in the gaps very well (h) D. no self assessment, no need e (b) t 0 w/h 0/d ew/e i.d.